Jon

I'll start with the nerd stuff before the other kind of talk. You may have missed out on something I have previously said: I'm not into politics right now. Social services are different and that is also another area that I'm not into right now. I just don't have a lot of care or compassion. I just don't have a lot to say in the issues of either politics or social services. I can bitch, but I'm not up-to-date on any info and have done no recent studies or research. As for the state of Maryland, I think they have their own way of making me pay for all of the health insurance and I am looking right at him.............
other talk.........
I'm already floored and you can just strut around more while I'm floored. You may still have some punches saved after the pregnancy thing is through. And maybe the only thing you want from me is to be your punching bag. You are directing any argument to say that I am the one who is and has been jealous of you. I understand to some extent the feelings in superiority battles. It is hard enough to beg or say mercy to you. I would rather keep it with snowflake philosophy, but you are obviously going to have your way with superiority battles. So, am I jealous? yes and no and it really is painful to have to say yes. I already know some of the ways you have been beating me up. I already know the things you think about me and other people. Right now, my assumption is that you personally believe in open marriage. I don't take polygamny seriously with you but I would believe that you have a wife and most likely have had a girlfriend or more on the side while being married. (I'm also anorexic to the whole Newt thing). My best guesses now are Erin, Bree Ann (who I still really don't know), and maybe Lindsay (I don't know her well either but I know she was somehow in some fights with Katie). I also think you want me to take a violent hint in questioning what it is that you want: you don't want me to be your sex object; you're satisfied with someone else or numbers of other women. You may be backing off a little with me being subjected to other women and more specifically saying the details of how you want your needs met.............
In another guess, I think your answer to the question of: What do you want from me? is that you want to be my Brawny man and me be needy of you. You are staying away from the name of Frieda so far. It varies with how much I can play pretend with being naive. Right now, with you coming across as homicidal and threatening and all, you are one of the last people I would visualize being my Brawny man. Most of our history has been abusive and scarring. You really have been my worst nightmare. To play the woman's role in succumbing to your Brawny man is easier said than done. It seems other times you have wanted to beat me and hate on me for being naive and now you would like the idea of being the Brawny man. Jon, I will say you really do have some skills in relieving a woman, making her happy or laugh. You really do have some good qualities about you despite you being a nightmare. I could have seen you as a best friend from before. To stay alive, I could try everything to play naive and give you a hug jumping squeeze. I just don't know how I am going to manage during the times you test or provoke me. I'll figure something out. I think you and others have already given me some credit as a muse.
I'm always anorexic to a lot of the things the matrix says in drama of celebrities and shares. Despite whatever drama is going on with literal celebs, I'm still sticking in trying to make a close to fit to my snowflake.
Yes master