Appreciated Shares
Last night, I did watch a little bit of "Dancing with the Stars."
While I still say:
"Fuck you Dean Martin for singing you're nobody until somebody loves you" and living with one of my regular thoughts that I don't need a man to make me,
I appreciate what was said last night on Dancing with the Stars.
I'm assuming the character of Ralph Machio represented Sid and Dane and Karina Smirnoff represented me. I could be wrong but those are my best guesses.
While I remain shady and have a hard time believing anything from anyone, if my guesses are correct and the info being shared really is truthful, I want to say that it really does mean something to me.
To Sid: It means a lot. I still have my issues and the dust hasn't completely settled with me. I think it is nice to speak those words to me, but I still have issues and am not sold out on anything.
To Dane: It means a lot too. I get confused and have mixed emotions, but I appreciate it. If I'm guessing wrong, then simply nevermind. Again, I'm not sold out on anything but it means something.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Friday, May 13, 2011
Dear George
I want to start by saying that sometimes, you really do seem to be looking out for me and other people personally in your own paternal way. I think it is nice of you and can tell that is part of who you are and I'm not necessarily saying you should change yourself. I am an independet woman who can be very difficult to deal with. With you and other people, I have my limits in conversation.
I feel I need to talk more about the issue you brought up last night: The Rapture. Lately, with how I've been angry, I can see how people can jump to the conclusion about the rapture. That is only what it is: Jumping to a conclusion.
Yes, I have major issues with authority. I have major issues with what I'm expected to put up with. I have major issues with subjectivity and even though I feel I'm being subjected right now by being forcd to say something about this issue, I'd say it anyway. I have major issues with people I would describe as being chaotic, undeserving, wrongly entitled, wrong in so many ways.
I have issues George and even though I know you have your own paternal instincts and ways of being, I'm not asking you to fix and control my entire world and life. I've had problems with a number of people who keep trying to take more and more control.
I see this assumption of rapture scream as a mudsling for the motive of me to lose more control over myself where other people feel they should feel more entitled to have power. It is definitely bad target practice and I'm not really trying to encourage more target practice.
Personally George, I really don't like discussing religion with a lot of people. I was a very religious kid in high school, but I don't think it is fair to judge me in present day of who I was in high school.
I'm not ashamed to have issues with people, but when it comes to accuracy, there is no ground of debate. I'm not even trying to be in a black sheep fued with people. I can be judgemental but a holy war is not something I am seeking. If people want to be in charge and demand respect, they shouldn't have to be parented. Even then, I'll always have issues with my personal space and territory. People can put stuff together in their capitalist world all they want; I think it is wrong completely for capitalism to think it deserves to have so much control and power over people's lives. There should be more boundaries. There should be more battles against subjectivity and slave labor. There should be more freedom.
I feel I need to talk more about the issue you brought up last night: The Rapture. Lately, with how I've been angry, I can see how people can jump to the conclusion about the rapture. That is only what it is: Jumping to a conclusion.
Yes, I have major issues with authority. I have major issues with what I'm expected to put up with. I have major issues with subjectivity and even though I feel I'm being subjected right now by being forcd to say something about this issue, I'd say it anyway. I have major issues with people I would describe as being chaotic, undeserving, wrongly entitled, wrong in so many ways.
I have issues George and even though I know you have your own paternal instincts and ways of being, I'm not asking you to fix and control my entire world and life. I've had problems with a number of people who keep trying to take more and more control.
I see this assumption of rapture scream as a mudsling for the motive of me to lose more control over myself where other people feel they should feel more entitled to have power. It is definitely bad target practice and I'm not really trying to encourage more target practice.
Personally George, I really don't like discussing religion with a lot of people. I was a very religious kid in high school, but I don't think it is fair to judge me in present day of who I was in high school.
I'm not ashamed to have issues with people, but when it comes to accuracy, there is no ground of debate. I'm not even trying to be in a black sheep fued with people. I can be judgemental but a holy war is not something I am seeking. If people want to be in charge and demand respect, they shouldn't have to be parented. Even then, I'll always have issues with my personal space and territory. People can put stuff together in their capitalist world all they want; I think it is wrong completely for capitalism to think it deserves to have so much control and power over people's lives. There should be more boundaries. There should be more battles against subjectivity and slave labor. There should be more freedom.
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